STUDY = FAIL

The third time I took my O level Chinese. The result was a disappointing ones because I gotten a C5 again and I have got no idea where did it went wrong. Maybe it's the cause of my paper 2 again. Ahh, fuck! I feel like crying man. I'm feeling fucking stress, last year when I had my O level I didn't feel anything maybe because I was thinking that I still have a chance, but now I'm competing with my classmates that's why I'm feeling rather sad. I started to panic now because I'm really scared. I feel rather demoralize too and hard work does not pay off! I studied so hard and so much, yet......

I feel that Peirce has a poor management. I hate this fucking system now. Why do the adults always like to force us to do what they think it is right? They extended the A.C.T until so late in the evening and we got no time to go home and study, by the time we reached home we are all already very tired. I really feel that they did not spare a thought of us at all. We are the one who go through these processes, they didn't stand in our shoes and think for us and they can't even feel anything. Even a week before prelim, I think that they should not carry out the A.C.T (remedial) cus I feel that we really do not have time to study. We are like stuck in school for like 12 hours some times. Freakk, I think that Peirce is harming us instead of helping us. They think that by extending our school hours would help us, I think this is BULL SHIT !

''holidays''

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Had our national day celebration and we had our level tee too (:
Day out with Jovena on Friday
Celebrated Jasmine's birthday on Satuday
Out to study cum shopping with Jovena and Firdaus on Sunday

Happy National Day (: