No matter where you go, you must be happy.

Gong Gong Rest In Peace

Last Friday my dad received a distant call from my mum saying that my grandpa has passed away. So my dad, my sister and I took the late bus and rush back to Malaysia to meet my mum there to give my grandpa the last respect. My mum looks so haggard and lose quite a bit of weight. When she described the situation he was in the hospital, I couldn't control and burst into tears. I can't stop crying when I was burning the incense paper. I was really very devastated, I just can't see him for the very last time anymore, the last time I saw him was during the Chinese New Year. Everyone stood beside the coffin calling for him and were sobbing very terribly. That was also the first time I saw my mum crying so badly. I can't believe the one lying inside there was my grandpa. I seriously couldn't bring myself down to stop crying, as I stood there I cried until I shiver. When the coffin was closed, for that very moment I knew that I can't call him gong gong anymore. He is the person I respect most and someone who I listen to. I remember when I was young, he used to bring us out to buy sweets at the nearby mama shop. He always gave us what we want, every year when we go back to celebrate CNY, the fridge are filled up with ice cream and chocolate waiting for us. Now, we have nothing, we have no one to dote us anymore and I can't see him anymore :'( The funeral worn us out and I'm sick again ):


GongGong, I Miss You. I wish you can come into my dream. )':

Sickly girl

This is terrible, I'm running a high fever. My body is aching and I'm having a terrible headache. Everyone was out today, my mum and bro just left to Malaysia this morning to see my distant grandpa. I really hope nothing will happen to him please! My sister and father are both working leaving me at home alone today. I rang my dad up telling him that I'm running a high fever, I was surprised that he rush home to see me cus' I thought he said he will come back after work cus' normally he is busy. He is really a nice father. He took me to see a doctor and his phone kept ringing due to his work but he still kept me accompanied. I think becus Yesterday I was over-exhuasted that's why I'm sick Today. I thought Today is a good time to do my revision but so unfortunately I fall sick. Now, is my friend's turn to have fever. Haha! I think our working place there is dirty, now we are both sick. I think we offended something because we said something we shouldn't say. This is like so freaking sway!

Marina Bay Sands

Ohmyfgod, I'm like super exhuasted now after so many hours of working. Today is my first day working at Marina Bay Sands and I got to know so many new friends within sucha short hours. It's a great experience because everything look so ohmygod, Haha. When we check in, the back stage looks like those Medicorp studio where people change their clothes and collect their clothes. We felt as if we are the actress. The event for Today is L'OREAL, I was in charge of the VIP section and was so slack inside, but for those who in charge of the normal ones was super busy and crowded. I saw a lot of models as well, they are super pretty.

Time check: 2.25am.

Just be patient, don't worry.

I got my new notebook (: Well, went to funan mall to get it with parents and sister. After breakfast cum lunch we went to have a stroll and casino. SuperJunior came to Singapore and I saw the girls screaming and yelling away, I was laughing at them cus' they are really mad. Anyway, I'm not into Korea stars.

That's when I love you

Too many things are going on these few days. How do I start? What am I going to say? Something I thought it will never happen happens. Maybe sometimes it is better to keep it inside your heart than voicing out. Went to meet M after so many weeks. That was the place when we first met 3 years ago, it was so familar to me...

fallen into pieces♥