Isn't on the right mind.

My mind can't funtion properly, I feel so screwed.
I don't even know what I'm doing &I got alot of things I need to do. I'm so buzzzy ):
Everything doesn't seems to be so smooth to me at all.
God damn it!

Reach me

I wish I can turn 18 soon so that I can get my driving license, that is what I always wish for. I even dream that I'm driving. Cool! I wish my BF had a car too, so that he can take me for a stroll. Muahahahah!

Yesterday I went to Sim Lim Square with my neighbour to purchase I long wanted camera, but that guy intro me to a better camera which is much more clearer than SONY but I don't really like it cus' of the model. As you can see the one on top. I really love the SONY ones, but well..I bought the ones that he introduced to me. The funny thing was that we kept asking for the lowest price &that guy gave it to us. And I'm not exciting about my new camera..

Further yet so close

Very very very tireddd..
Went to TP this afternoon to help to get M's thing done before heading to meet him. Urgh,I'm super tired &I'm going to collapse soon. I was being woken up by his msg in the early morning. So hung around with him till evening before heading to meet Peng at amk to pass her the calculator and protractor &again I walked to 226 market to meet up with my parents for dinner. I'm seriously starving to death..

I guess I'm changing job soon?

PS: Peng, meet up soon after your O-level (:

Oh dear..

I'm going to decline bankrupt soon D:

Carelessness

I total slept for 14hours & I think I won't be able to fall asleep at night anymore.

Went back to school today to get my Entry Proof for my O-level Chinese next month. I thought I gonna lost mt Ez-link again & this would be the 3rd time. I started to panick when I can't find my card cus' my mum surely will scold me again. I asked Mr Ong to help me check the SBS-transit's number &I rang up the person to report my lost item. Then I went back to the place where I first walked to try my luck. Thank god my card was left in the park, haha! I'm such a muddle-head!

Thanks Ellaine for helping me too (: She accompanied me to J8 to get my ear pierced. Yays, finally I got the 3rd hole on my ear (:

I think I really have to control on my spending already. I'll get my itouch and Camera very soon :D

Money,Money,Money$$$

Shopaholic

I spent $100 &above within 2days. Power right?!

Went shopping with Ellaine Yesterday, then meet up with Kenneth and Penghong while Ellaine left in the evening. Chomp chomp for dinner, unfortunately it was very packed so we went to the nearest hawker centre to have our dinner. I eat until I want to vomit, so long since I ate until so full. I really wish I can throw out cus' I would feel better but the food doesn't want to come out. Three of us had a tummy ache last evening. Haha, but the worse ones was Penghong.

I'm feeling so warm in my body, I wonder why too..

Your cheeena

Shitz, I'm feeling so fat.

Twist and Turn

Yesterday I was very happy during work, without farhad that stupid supervisor is the best. Even manager(Yatie) joke with me,bullshit with me, we even gossip around, also not like that stupid farhad. Cant even talk and laugh, heard many people said that he is fighting for the manager position. During lunch time, I was laughing like mad & my stomach felt so ''sourish''. Really love Ah lun and Yatie. Haha! Was damn funny, I was being disturbed by him the whole of Yesterday &seriously cannot stop laughing. Among all, I love this day the most.

Big boss came, felt very stress. He tested me the dishes' name and taught me how to bill in. I don't even know how to use, then he stood behind me to watch me &laugh at me. x.X

I feel like changing the job, cus' the pay is super low. Sometimes I only get to work for 4 hours & i counted for one month is like around 500 ++ only. Fishhhh the company man..

Customer is not always in the right.

I was very pissed during work today, not only I felt that way, even my staffs felt that way too. That customers are really a damn ...urgh! I remembered that lady asked me for bill & when I went there, her fat ass boyfriend said he didn't ask for bill. He was like giving me that kind of face. Another thing was that there was a crack on the cup and I really didn't know, he asked me to go to him and he said ' do you know this will cut your lips?' I was like whatthefcuk can?! Yatie asked me to serve them in the end I get scolded by the customer. Go and die please!

During dinner time, was chatting with boon kai & he told me alot about the things which happen there. After hearing what he told me I really agreed what he said.

Wild

This afternoon went to meet friend at Woodland, and I was lost in the woodland's area. First time get lost in Singapore, I think this is very stupid. Haha! Then tried to get a cab but there wasn't any -.-!! Well... hahhaha!

Something weird and unexpected happen today. I think this world is very small, becus' Today I just realised I knew M's cousin long ago,but I never see him before. What's more I met him Yesterday & I didn't know. He was in my contact list. This is weird. I forgot how I know him either, then I told M about it &he was laughing. haha! Somehow his side and my side all link together cus' we know each other..

At around evening,trained down to meet kenneth at PS. Supposed to watch phobia 2 but then he said he doesn't to watch anymore. Urgh! So we just walked around town area and by the time i got to Far East, almost all the shop are closed. So we are like rushing for the last 15mins to get what I want, in the end I got nothing. I really want to go shopping, it's just that I do not have enough time ah. Then I told kenneth, I want to buy a lot of things today cus' I want to spend money,&he told me, this is not the way to spend money. I hope next week got off day so that I can go shopping with taro and penghong!!!

Was rather tired today, and I'm suffering in pain now. Just so undescriable~

Waiting for my hair to dry &I'm going to turn in soooooooooooon. Goodnights everybody~

Sensation

今天有点无聊。。

I had my breakfast cum lunch today. Showered and prepare everything before meeting M at bugis today. Two years already, since I last met him when I was in sec 2. heh! Nah, he is still as short as the first time I saw him :X I think he has puberty disorder. Lols! Hung around bugis and waited for his cousin and friend to arrive. Singapore is so SMALL! I really do not have any idea where I can go or I want to go when he asked for my suggestion. It's like so BORING~ We walked to suntec from bugis. And then again nothing to do or in fact don't know what to do. Since he needa accompany his cousin so I decided to go home cus' I'm feeling very tired D: And don't know when I will get to see him again cus' I'll be very busy starting from next week.

To my dearest, KEE'PENG'HONG! you must work hard for you O-level this year ah, cus' it's important. It concern about your future! :D Anyway thanks lah, talk until work I suddenly don't feel like working. Haha! Hope to see you soon baby (:

PS: I'm having a big headache D:

A knife thru' my heart.

Woohooo! Today is my last paper and finally N-level has ended, I'm so excited becus' I dont have to touch the stupid boooks anymore. I wish someone can ask me out now, cus' I'm feeling so bored ): F&n paper today was very shocking, the front part was very easy and I neglected those chapter but luckily I read thru' last night and still able to remember some if not today confirm cannot do. As for my essay, I wrote the wrong things. Darn! But hope my coursework can help me with my theory. When Faiz told me that this is the last time he is going to see us in school I feel very sad, cus' he decided to go to ITE. Really hope he will do well in ITE next year, Stay in touch okaes?!

I want to pierce my ear very soooooooooon (:

I was thinking of something last 2 night when this suddenly came out from my mind. I suddenly thought of what you said to me the msg you last sent sent to me. I don't understand why do people say one thing and do another thing. Why isit always like this?! And i'll never forget that 5 words you gave it to me. If you think that you can't keep it to what you said then don't say it. Mean what you say and say what you mean okays?! You ignore it as and when you like it. I start to wonder what do you treat me as? For awhile you make me happy and after awhile you ....! I wouldn't want to hear anything from you anymore again. Cus' you never fulfill what you said to me and you never mean it. It is always after awhile and everything goes back to the same. This is not the first time already. Say it unless you're sure you can do it. Always wanted to see you as friend,but you never make me think that way. I think by now, it makes no difference anymore. Not good enough for you was just an excuse. Perhaps to you is just a Hi-bye friend,maybe just a normal friend bah. Anyway your status is different now, wish you all the best in life (:

Ignore my randomness~ I just want to speck my mind here..

End it!

I'm feeeling very unwell Today, especially during the paper in the examination hall. Felt like vomitting and was feeling very terrible. I think I over-stressed myself this few days, even when I'm sleeping, I dreamed about my exam stuffs through out the whole night. Really! I woke up a lot of times to stop myself from dreaming about that, but still it just went on and on in my mind. Today's paper was not bad. Just want this week to end quickly cus' I really hate studying so much so much, in fact, I hate coming to school!

Over? Now?

On Saturday, I went over to Yunting's house to study and she just moved house recently. Her house is very very nice okays! I stayed over at her house that night and we studied from 1pm to 1am plus in the mid-night. I think this is the first time I study until so crazy.. Actually we lights out at 12am plus. However,we can't go to sleep so we crawled up to continue to study again. I felt very tired and sleepy and in the afternoon but very awake at night. Unknowingly, I felt asleep while I was studying on my bed. I gain alot of calories staying at her house, cus' she kept feeding me with a lot of fattening food. Haha! People are celebrating Lantern Festival while I was studying. So sad uh?! Then on Sunday, I was super lazy to go home myself by bus, so I asked my parents to come and fetch me in the evening and they had a hard time looking for me. XD

Today's paper was Chemistry and Physics. I counted the number of correct ones, I scored 18/20 for Chemistry MCQ and 16/20 for Physics MCQ. Feeling damn high! My biggest regret was that I didn't read the question carefully and some answers are very close and I didn't choose the correct ones. If not, I could have done better in my Physics MCQ! Urgh!! As for the structured question, I do not have much confidence in it. Especially Chemistry.. )):

Tomorrow will be Maths Paper 1, and I really really really (x1000) hope that I won't make any mistake, becus' I always make mistake in my Maths ): Die die must get at least B3 and above!

I was on the seventh of heaven upon receiving M's letter on Friday night. Hehee (L)

♥

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The battle is about to begin soon.

I wish the time could stop here for awhile,becus' I need somemore time to study, as I seriously do not have enough time for it. My fate depends on Monday!