Friday, October 9, 2009

A knife thru' my heart.

Woohooo! Today is my last paper and finally N-level has ended, I'm so excited becus' I dont have to touch the stupid boooks anymore. I wish someone can ask me out now, cus' I'm feeling so bored ): F&n paper today was very shocking, the front part was very easy and I neglected those chapter but luckily I read thru' last night and still able to remember some if not today confirm cannot do. As for my essay, I wrote the wrong things. Darn! But hope my coursework can help me with my theory. When Faiz told me that this is the last time he is going to see us in school I feel very sad, cus' he decided to go to ITE. Really hope he will do well in ITE next year, Stay in touch okaes?!

I want to pierce my ear very soooooooooon (:

I was thinking of something last 2 night when this suddenly came out from my mind. I suddenly thought of what you said to me the msg you last sent sent to me. I don't understand why do people say one thing and do another thing. Why isit always like this?! And i'll never forget that 5 words you gave it to me. If you think that you can't keep it to what you said then don't say it. Mean what you say and say what you mean okays?! You ignore it as and when you like it. I start to wonder what do you treat me as? For awhile you make me happy and after awhile you ....! I wouldn't want to hear anything from you anymore again. Cus' you never fulfill what you said to me and you never mean it. It is always after awhile and everything goes back to the same. This is not the first time already. Say it unless you're sure you can do it. Always wanted to see you as friend,but you never make me think that way. I think by now, it makes no difference anymore. Not good enough for you was just an excuse. Perhaps to you is just a Hi-bye friend,maybe just a normal friend bah. Anyway your status is different now, wish you all the best in life (:

Ignore my randomness~ I just want to speck my mind here..

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