Time is cruel!

Time is running out guys, 4 more days to the actual N level. Really gonna concentrate during these 4days,especially on SS and English. Tomorrow will be having Chinese paper with the Sec 4Es and 5As. It's time to get the ball rolling, and I'm going to do my revision already. Byez!
''Fish'', I'm still using my comp here!

Looking a few years back, I felt that I'm so childish and stupid that somethings i shouldn't be crying over for. Especially somethings which dont worth me crying over for. Now that i've grown up,i feel that it's not worth it at all. If i say that I've grown up now and i can't say that I've fully reach that stage of maturity yet.I'm still growing and experirencing different kinds of things as i move on, seeing different kinds of things around me, With those words people telling me, they made me come to a sense of the fact and this is how life is. The stories that he told me which inspired me.

Sometimes i dont see a point why does people get so sad over relationship, and that's include myself too. It always end up the same. And no matter how emo or how badly you cry, you can't make any changes either. So what if you go back, the relationship still doesn't bear fruits, unless you both are really in love otherwise it's useless. So why are you torturing yourself, making yourself so miserable? Perhaps just enjoy the process of it and not getting so devoted to it or you will end up getting hurt. Staying as friend make both parties the best, and i think it's the best choice though people say that the feeling won't be the same,but i feel that it is worst when you guys are not together anymore and feel weird talking or facing each other or don't even know what to talk. This happen most of the time, do you agree with me? Also,not trying to say that you can't fall in love, is just that don't put in so much or you will end up getting hurt. So it depend on individual's thinking too (:

Somtimes both parties must agree with each other and not just you say so and that he/she must agree with you. Otherwise i dont see any point carry on talking.

Sorry for being so random..